Sometimes I blame myself for the soft spot in me that seems to weaken me / rewind back time and you'd know that this wasn't me / a ******* since day 1 nobody faded me / 1st on the line fist up hard headed that was the G in me / never gave a **** about dying / it grew increasingly / anger in my heart since I was a child molested now I have fear in me / nobody deserves a person like me around / insane is what I've became just sit and you'll understand me now / a story bout my life is not something worth telling / but maybe someone will learn something from the decent part in me / like how to love and view everyone equally / cause when I'm gone I know no one will be there / casket open tears from those who remembered me / Family who knew the pain I had in me /