I remember when you told me my body would rot, and I agreed. I remember when you told me I am nothing. I agreed, and said it back. You are nothing to anyone else but me. I will not leave. You first, please. And you agreed. God my feet were bare and you loved me, last. Early to bed, five A.M. I didn't sleep. I remember when I told you we have lived before. And will live again. And you replied, we are nothing. And I said no, you are nothing to anyone else, you are nothing now to me. I want to help you bleed, but you scab over too quickly. I will not agree. I am more to me than I am to you.