I am quiet and loud. I wonder why they put up their armor when I am present. I hear a million pitter-patters whispering. I see the world crashing into me. I want to be free every day. I am life. I give life. I can't control myself so sometimes I get out of hand. I feel my heart drop as I'm falling further and further towards the ground. I touch the hearts of the open-minded souls. I worry that I will never be loved. I cry because I do so much yet receive very little. I am a shower that brings flowers. I understand why I am not loved. I dream of a place where my cold aroma is enjoyed by all. I am quiet and loud.