*In a parallel universe,
everyone is merry and the sun doesn't cease to shine.
Light is cast upon the glorious skin of loving people,
tender people, radiating warmth and serenity.
Suddenly,
the earth moves.
The world suddenly becomes a scary place,
words **** you.
People drain you of your freedom, and
your actions are not your own.
They want you to belong to them,
heart,body, and soul.
No exceptions for your thoughts,
trapped by what they think is propriety.
Endless slumber is more enticing than
this world of misery.
I am lugubrious.
This world needs to be abolished, exterminated.
Cleansed of its evil,
cleansed of people.
This world has drained me of my essence.
I am void,
filled with an abundance of what was not.*