I won’t hesitate no more
It has become a certainty
A reality that takes long to describe
Definitely this is more than illusion.

I never looked up to you
But when I hold your hand
I felt a sudden collision
An unexplained form of feelings.

It kept me wondering;
Why did you leave me hanging?
I kept asking for more
But nothing seems to be fulfilled
When musing casts its curse on me.

Needlessly my ship is sinking
It’s plainly obvious
That your eyes can see
I have to **** my emotions;
‘Cause this is unreal
It’s only misery and nothing more.

I don’t want to call this love
‘Cause you’re not mine to call
I need to stop pretending;
And **** all these false hopes.

But you know I want you
You give such undefined hints
To constantly deceive me;
And make this an endless tryout
To stray my heart from you.