My hands shiver , I'm breaking down in guilt Amidst the ruins of hope , this heart keeps beating . O how I've fallen into the voids I've built Living an ever-lasting lapse before the solitary meeting .
Clouded by those shifting visions the depth was my desire And the depth an illusion , bound with me in fusion Lost in my own heartless riddle , I pulled the cursed wire The bliss of those ignorant smiles was my sweet delusion .
Now I'm standing somewhere I don't see , I don't feel Actions , thoughts and dreams part ways in their own directions One spoke at the rise and now the next and I'm a wheel Trying to search for a way to alter my guilty inactions
And I see it surging higher , smoked away Trapped inside this cage of steel , that forms this air Part of me that's still alive , it's just in their way Now time is just another lie , I'm barely here .
Days are just a camouflage , nights all plotting savory violence Movements going undetected , the stealth of lost control It incessant pulls my guts apart and grants that silence But watching myself lose my role , my soul, now punctured with timeless holes .
And death is not a payoff of some fatal wound , on some ****** ground, This heart just cherished an unseen thread, Wondering what changes once I'm not around In the clutch of shackles of truth , I'll see my red .