As I spin I reach for the hammer A nail A notion Slamming around As I spin Reaching for the top shelf An aperitif An award A noble sense of self As I spin Structured Braced By the ballast binding The bleached white Shackles of health As I spin A lung Has languished Lured to the left Altered angina As I spin A hope catches Me Off guard As I spin I catch myself On a line No one is tugging