I’m happy. Line one was a lie. I speak with desperation in my voice. If only i knew what happiness felt like. If only happiness had tasted my depressed lips, Maybe then i could breathe easier at night. Instead i sit and stare into the empty abyss around me. I cry out for the monsters that surround me, But even their sounds don’t affect me anymore.
Although i'm only human, I disguise myself in my thoughts. I barely feel anymore, All I feel is emptiness. And that emptiness has become the only familiar feeling surrounding me. I say to myself that I’m okay. I say it will get better. But only if that was the truth. Then maybe I'd still be here.