dear love,

i’ve never hated you.  i’ve only wished i’ve had you.  i miss you and i can’t wait to see you again.  i catch little glimpses of you from time to time, usually in some bed somewhere.   those glimpses don’t last more than a few hours in a weary night, these days.  i guess, i was just writing to let you know that i still care very much about you and i would really like to fully get to know you and live with you when the time is right.  i know you know quite a bit more about me, than i do you, but i want that to change.  you watch me, always, but i can’t seem to find you.  you’re an elusive beast, running freely.  i need to be learn to be just that, as well.  love, i will see you soon and hopefully, you’ll stick around, this time.

yours always,

zuw