Nothing out of the ordinary happened except no progress was made in the area of Love.
kind of gloomy mood today, thinking I might meet a friend for a movie...
the thought did cross as she was female, you know which thought: maybe she and I...
but it crossed and left as she and I have very different kind of personalities, good friends maybe but nothing more.
Is it not odd how male and female friendship is, perhaps never fully amicable because there can be this undercurrent of desire?
Tis a somehow sad thought, I wonder how and why it persists... in this social soliloquy called life.... can't we all just merry be?
and the sky was quite a thing to see today, not as black as always in the night, wishing myself away to a far freer galaxy where strife and toil reign not indeed...
But it was just a sorrowful dream, a requiem in this Odd, Odd Day even though I am not yet dead.
Don't know why exactly why I wrote this, since this time it actually took longer to write than my first submission which I quite liked but it is posted nevertheless. It was quite the odd day today, both mood wise and just the awkwardness at first of my movie night with this friend. Haven't you ever had one of those days reader? where you just cannot put your finger on it, but it feels different than the yesterday? the many yesterdays before?