i sit and lie awake no longer in hate no longer dreading the new day to break you make my heart sing and rejoyce. i lie awake atincipating the new days dawn the times spent it went so fast the way we met so suddenly you were nothing to me but now you have become me digging me out of the hole i was in bringing me to life back to the surface like phoenix rising from its own ashes rebirthed to a new openminded self divided mind blowingly new self to live and breathe once again no longer do i dread the sun to come up now i cant wait for it to arise so we can once again be together forever my little sunshine i cannot begin to express my love for you i say i am true and so do you i pray to a god i dont believe in to know that you mean what you say and you say what you mean i am yours and you are mine to hold to love and to find a new way a day when we can be free no longer clamped in the hands of the man free free to be to live to die together..