i believe that every person you know enters your life for a reason
to show
to teach you something
about yourself
about the world
about inevitable experiences

you taught me how to love
endlessly
and tirelessly
but also skeptically
and thoughtfully
and to never hold my breath in times of uncertainty
because you never except what comes
because i was never expecting what came
you contradicted the safest thing you ever told me
the safest feeling i ever had
perpetually ruining me
a sensory overload of misconduct
a constant cycle of blame
obliterating the most crucial part of us
but yet, all i want is to be with you
because you entered my life
and showed
and taught me something