I think the problem with me is that I don’t know how to settle
I said I wanted to live abroad
I did it but now I want to go home
I spend months looking for a good job
Once i find it I quit on the first week
I say that I want a boyfriend
But I push away all the guys who try to be in my life
All I have are excuses even I don’t buy
Im impulsive
And reckless and destructive
Ive never known how to settle
So I mindlessly walk around my life not knowing
What to do
Where to go
Who to love
How undeniable lonely being lost in yourself really is