There is blood everywhere
And so much pain
Not just because of the damage
But because you feel broken
Used, discarded, and guilty
What is wrong with you?
That you would let this happen
You stared at him
Remember?
Your eyes on fire, daring
Burning into him
As he burns into you
But it is too much
You are weak in your wanting
In your hatred
In your pain
It hurts and it hurts and it hurts, and
You deserve it
Because you wanted it
And that makes it
Your fault
The proof is splashed everywhere
A ****** scarlet A
Dripping all over you
Leaving you so alone
Alone with your pain
Burns and sores weeping
Never truly healed
So cold and hurt
Unable to cope except
By looking for fire again