I feel like
Im drowning
I’ve done things
Terrible things

I’ve exposed myself in numerous ways

I’ve given everything to someone who wouldnt give a **** thing to me

I trusted anyone who said they loved me
I gave them vulnerable parts of myself
Things I should have kept hidden

I kissed the palms of those greedy
Hands that took my innocence away

I trusted everyone with my beauty
I gave it away too soon
I let the lust and desire of love
Take control of my mind

I made mistakes

So now im trying to change