It was my fault, I saw it coming as soon as I said it. But I felt I had to make you talk about it, because something like that- something so ******* bad like that has to come out eventually. Maybe I know that more than most, and wanted to get it over with. Ripping off a bandaid, or whatever. "Let’s go to the bathroom." "Seriously come on let’s go to the bathroom." "Let’s go outside." So I grabbed you and we went and stood under a light, shielded by the door frame, but I know people still saw. And it bothers me because they probably thought they knew. And they probably thought it was petty. "Squeeze me as hard as you can." Someone said that to me when I was crying at a party once. "I just kept picturing you and Brandon driving to Phoenix." You repeated it over and over just as you had told me “Please be careful today,” earlier that morning. And I swear I’m a little ****** up, because it was cold as **** and that warmed me up a bit. And then later I returned the favor "You know I love you too." And I swear you’ve never smiled so big. "I know, but that’s the first time you’ve said it back." I can’t seem to say it again. "Maybe one day they’ll find that boys’ tears make girls fall in love. Something to do with pheromones.”