The memories of my past haunt me
Emotions that my heart can’t handle
We spend so much time forcing ourselves to preserve memories
How did I forgot how to feel?
To forget to breathe?
Learning to just “cope” wasn’t possible
I needed to unlock the memories and deal with them
One by one
Piece by piece
Dissecting them and finding the cause
Only then can I move on
Only then can I being to feel
I can see it and almost taste it
The hauntings are gone and all that’s left is happy
Room to store new memories
I say goodbye to the ghost of boyfriend’s past
Until we meet again old friend