you left me. it hurts but it’s not the worst part. i knew you were gonna leave. the worst part is not bringing myself to tell people that you are gone. i’m reminded of you everywhere. whether it’s places we’ve gone to or someone asking me about you. i can’t get away. it’s eating me alive and i don’t know how much more i can take you are my best friend. i told you i wanted to spend my life with you. but you told me it wasn’t mutual. why don’t you love me. why am i not enough for you. i want to tell you all this but all i do is cry. i beg for you to be with me you’re the only happiness i have. you’re like a drug and i need it. i need you. i’m withdrawing and i can’t bare it. our last kiss burns in the back of my throat i can’t see straight. i can’t stand up. i’m so weak. please love me. come back. i beg