Sometimes i wonder , deep in slumber, What is the purpose you pose in my life ? Are you an anchor to my wings , an obstacle Or the Gust of wind , giving spur to my wings ? Are you a dulcet illusion , Masquerading *****, Or a Sour panacea , Healing awry heart ? Are you an ephemeral dalliance , parting at dawn , Or an eternal essence flowing in my veins ?