I held her close  She held my heart We were going to take on everything  But that day  my eyes  Once filled with such joy and love  Turned colder than any blizzard  She was ripped away  Pried from my love that enveloped her and encased her heart I buried my thoughts and sorrows  But it all built up and overwhelmed me Every emotion, Every colour, Every ounce of raw hatred It let loose Little did I know. On that day  Not only did I lose her  But I lost myself On that day