There must be a word for the bleak realization of the systematic inhumanity on which our world operates— which carries the self-directed disgust of how desensitized we’ve been— up until the moment the thought shakes us that our ending point is a corpse— like a child distraught to realize his body is a separate entity than the womb who created him, How he curses an indifferent god who has left him naked, How as a race we suffer by the cruelty of a creator to give us the concept of eternity, yet the tantalizing confines of mortality.