_____________ I loved the idea of a symphony captured on an easel spelled out in shades squeezed out of tubes like the horizontal expansion of a note dispersed in air but soon I found that the canvas was too small to contain the notes of the score and so I began to paint them on the side of the easel itself and down the legs of the frame onto the floor and once on the floor across the entire length of the room and up the frame of the door and spiraling around until I was writing the notes of a sonata around the circumference of the doorknob and painting tiny key signatures on the barrel of the lock and soon I ran out of paint but there was still so much music in me so I started to spell out the notes with my finger until even the air in the room was covered with notes and I inhaled the melodies and they swirled around so the symphony could be plucked out among the fibers inside of me and resonate in my empty cavities filling me from the inside out with song⦠_____________