memory fades in gentle cushions of thought how days turn out quite refreshing without hapless sprints towards your progress no more liquified knees or rushing breaths im still scared by the way of how your scent can blind periphery vision narrow it down to your location i might not help myself convert shades into desert screams all the while invading spaces between you and me unjust weapons excluding options for surrender let me bury you know deep; pacific rim unfortunately im like a wave flowing through the beaches the wind yearning to touch your cheek the sand slipping between two feet