i feel like
i'm in a ring
with my heart
and my brain

you're the cause
of the chaos
and i'm unsure
how and why

up to a few months ago
you were just some hookup
at a party where everyone
was drunk on alcohol

except for me

i was drunk on your lips
soft as a petal
and your hands
smooth as butter

now you're back
you've been gone for a while
3 months actually
and it felt like forever

i missed you
but it feels wrong
nothing serious
just each other's hobbies