We dipped our rags in the toilet bowl and lined all the doors, traded the chipped glass for plastic cups and set the party up on the floor. You drew all the green cards (of all the colours), and spread the rest of the deck out for everyone to see. My reach for the gin was clumsy, made you frown, but you chose to stay. After 9 the die had rolled out of sight but we played still, followed other rules. When the smell of gas wafted through the room I wanted to tell you I'd changed my mind; like with everything else You were so sure. At last, you struck a match and at that we all clapped.