I don't know why I miss you
I just know that I shouldn't waste my time
See, the memories were great
But the pain, is way worse
I need to remind myself this very thing, but today
Its not working out
Most days I think I dodged a bullet when thinking about us
Today I'd take that bullet right to the heart
Bleeding my pain till you saw your mistakes
I'm a forgiving person but I'll never forget this pain

At first I had my walls
And that was an issue
So you broke them down
I gave you my heart
And we found happiness
At least you made me believe you had

My guard was down and thats when you struck me
Without even the decency to wait till I saw your face
You coward
Some time passed so I started moving on
I thought I had but thats only what I told myself
So now I'm a hollow man looking for the fulfillment I thought I found this summer
Sleeping around
Smoking more
Eating less
but getting by nonetheless
So I guess this is what it was like before I met you
I'm the same man
With half the heart
But twice the experience

Today I won't try to call you like I wish I could
I tried that once
And well
yeah
So I'll go on with my day
Missing those passionate beach night memories
With that creeping thought
That it never meant a thing at all to you

My only wish is that it did
and that you weren't so ******* immature
And I won't forget
Your true colors have shown
And they're not even that bright at all