It's been a year and a half since you ruined this life for me
You missed my 18th birthday and you're about to miss my graduation
Legally, you're not allowed near me...which I'm grateful for
I've seen success and I've experienced failure
But you wouldn't know that
You could never know that.

I'm filled with less hate than I was
And I'm starting to see how this has been a long time coming
You weren't meant to go through this life with me
You weren't meant to be the father I needed,
You were just the ****** father I was stuck with...at least until I was 16

I should've known I would be left to fend for myself
The same way you left my mother to cry on her own
Late in the night when she thinks no one can hear her pain
You're a *****, disgusting man
And Lord only knows why you were put on this Earth
Maybe to do harm, or maybe to teach me a lesson-
To not trust those who should be trusted