I always imagined myself drowning.
I know you'll probably think i'm deranged, clearly depressed or challenged by critical movies.

Clearly my self-worth drives a delusional north and becomes cringe-worthy while trying to express myself.

But i just want to drown.

The sort of numbness when your fingers tremble, a psychological torment at the thought of living forever under waves and trying to re-construct impossible situations where everything works out fine.

But i just want to drown.

Ever tried to love him when he walks past you?

But i clearly don't want that.

Like i said,

I just want to drown.

-Sukanya