You were a waste of words.
You wasted my time.
You kicked me when I was down.
My heart was broken.
No my heart was shattered.
And I dont think it'll ever fade to more than that constant dull ache.
But you ignited the fire of a burning heart again.
For 8 months you loved me.
You begged me to give you your chance when I finally could.
You could wait.
My guilt was heavy,
Through my relationship and my heartbreak.
And then it happened.
I loved you back.
I saw the light that meant that
I could give you that chance.
I could give us a chance.
And I did.
I thought you'd finally be happy.
For 8 months you loved me.
And for 3 weeks I loved you back.
And everything was worthwhile.
Then just as my crooked heart straightened up,
You pushed it to the side.
You couldnt take more than 3 weeks with me.
It hurts when your bestfriend does all he can to call you his,
And then,
He dumps you to stay friends.
Because i am not as good as an 8 month expectation.
And all those nights i spent crying were not worth it.
You are not worth my tears.