I’ve been trying to remember how easy and simple it all was
I let what may come to come
Now i find myself trying to force so many things, so many emotions
If I’m honest with myself I’ve been trying to find another you
Another one i can share my stories, my laughs
Someone who can fill the loneliness i feel on nights like this
I get clingy
I get tired
And at the end of the day, feel more lonely
I want that hole in my chest to go away
To be able to make myself feel whole
I don’t know how foolish that is
Whether i should pretend to be happy and it will eventually come
Or force myself to find a person to grow inside the dusty place
Can i ever be the girl before you
Or is this pain supposed to make feel this insecure and heartbroken
People keep telling me it’ll make you stronger
But how long has it been?
I still feel so weak
Pleasure does reside within me
I hope someone finds a way to bring it out