It was unintentional
Everything
Circumstantial at best
Nothing deliberate about the way he loved me
NEVER deliberate
Always...
it just happened

I’ll never forget
That night in bed
I lay wanting
real love
Sheets wrapping
my Screaming Queen
to silence
Spiritual
Suffocation

No...
I’ll forget that ****

But
One thing
I’ll never Forget
Is the last time
I chose to
lay wanting
Any
*******
Thing