How can I escape you
When everything I see reminds me
What am I supposed to do
I know I can’t put it all behind me
I want to say it, but I can't go through
So I guess I'm now resigning
And now I know that what I thought was true
I’m cursed to how God designed me

I wanna cry
But I’ll say I’m fine
It’s all a lie
I really can’t run away this time

I hate me more than you ever could
You know that well
You say you aren’t doing too good
But I’m ******* swell
Don’t wanna do it but I know I should
And it hurts like hell
I don't belong in this neighbourhood\
Under this bell

I wanna cry
But I’ll say I’m fine
It’s all a lie
I really can’t run away this time