I feel the vibrations on my bed, moving through the springs and into my bones. I blush at the feeling of this, my heart starts racing like addict waiting for his fix. my mood changes as this feeling gets to me. i go from having the worst day ever to feeling very much alive. the smile consumes me from the inside of my soul to the outside my face. the ****** i receive from those vibrations is everlasting, i don't know what else feels like this and i dont care. i grab my phone and answer your call and the vibrations stop and my mood changes. looking for advice on what to do, as i realize im just an emotional *******..EBT.