whiff of his scent left me unconscious
Maybe his soul subverted mine,
My efforts failed due to paucity of his acceptance.
He eluded the bond and togetherness
Gave it  forth that he needed no arbiter to name this desultory relationship a complete failure,
Maybe this was an allusion to the bout of bathetic myself  back in yore
I felt for so long that I felt crapulence  with His soul
And somehow my sentimentalism caused this vicissitude ,
I was befuddled for a long period of time,
My soul  wanted to evade the situation or say the perennial pain,
I knew my soul was inchoate and that I’am not infallible,
But still I was dilatory in understanding it completely,
I felt like I imperilled his beautiful life for my obstinate heart and mind,
But how long must I bide in these thoughts,
so I needed to scotch  these thoughts ,
And with small feelings I harboured
I moved on,
I had to tell my tenacious self don’t temporize.
And hanker after your dream
And become hell bent, not mean
To yourself
Let go of the caprices, and influx of any such   thoughts
Burry the flurry of indecent memory,
Move on,
Do not let the bad hoodwink u
See the star that wink at u
The great fortune is about to come ,will knock at ur door with a gift in return
For all ur worries will be a hatchet to burry,
U will be a great unfettered soul ,
Will blow the world with ur powerful wind
Since the grist of solitude lies within
U ,this earth and all its people
Hold the bar for a lil longer the world will bow and
Evil will surrender
When u realise the power is u
The soul is yours.
And at that time u will have moved on
From the old pivot to a new side of dawn