Call me ******* to my face
Tell me how you really feel about me
We need to talk to each other
Talking about each other to other people will never get us anywhere
I need to grow up and handle things better
I need to stop and think about what's most important to me
I'm a coward
I seriously need to learn how to reach out
Expression
I'm a blank screen
I never convey anything
Or at least I haven't
It's probably too late now
But I want to tell you something important
It's only 3 words
3 words too many
I swear I mean it
I kno you're done listening
All those tears I shed
They were real
I don't cry unless I mean it
I can't cry on purpose
I'm afraid
I really am afraid to tell you
Cause I fear that it won't mean anything to you
But again I'm afraid not to say anything at all
I can't just let go
Losing you...
I don't want that to happen
The saying really is true
About how you don't kno what you have till it's gone
I need to find respect in myself
To give to other people
I need to find understanding
People have reasons for what they do
Ugh
I'm an idiot
It's true that I can't possible hate anyone more than I hate myself