oh he's in pain too oh he's in pain too oh he's in pain too oh he's in pain too no it's a different kind of pain he dragged his camper seat all the way to the royal yard to court all the girls and now he sits on his little camper seat and is satisfied, he sits; he is free oh here's that list of new wave movies if i could speak french i would recite them in my room throwing a plate at the wall for every word oh here's a Departure i need words, letters, spaces only will not do everything is red everything is perishing my shoes split in half, as did my chest i don't know what to have for breakfast and i'm practising a pool of blood Myles said that hands are from the same family as feelings that he didn't know where to put them tomorrow i'm leaving for Mars ground control urged me to strap myself in tightly but i'm not sure i'll be able to hang on perhaps i want to float; am actively looking for it