I'm shivering at the thought of going back to the darker days
Whenever returning to those memories, all my flags are raised
Growing ever more paranoid, what truly shakes me to my core
Is the fact that I may choose to go back to the lines I've crossed before
A failed miserable runt I was, never cared about myself
But I took a daring step and I dared to repel
Any negative energy that lived inside of me
Making my life better by any insighful means
I succeeded in turning the page, yet fear still lingers
That I may fall in the void again, where my sanity might wither away
And my consciousness be led astray
But it won't eternally remain
Trapped inside my mind, but I'm not blind
I'll never give in to pressure, I'll leave it all behind
Been hanging onto my past too long, it's the future I must find
Bad thoughts may go somewhere else, they will not disturb my life