I wanted to know what moving on from you felt like
I wanted to know what happiness felt like
I did not know where to turn when you made me believe I had no one

I wanted to know what true love felt like
I did not know why you did what you did
But because of it I can’t move on without the memories coming back

They flood in like heavy rain
the memories of when we once were happy
….
Or was it just all pretend
When I see the memories I know the truth behind my fake smile
When I see the messages I know you did not mean what you said
The fake promises you fed me
When you told me not to tell anyone because you wanted to change

Did you know it would break me
Did you know I scream in my dreams
But its not loud enough that anyone can hear
So as I sit here I just have to let the memories past and you stay on my mind where you don’t belong