I have so much to say,
but no where to put it,
no one to put it.
You text me,
I say nothing.
You call me,
the call will stay missed.
I say nothing...
but honestly I'm saying everything,
by saying nothing.
No one gets it.
I look you in the eyes,
and I say nothing,
but inside I am screaming, clawing to tell you everything,
or nothing.
Because I so badly want to be heard,
but not be seen.
This notebook could be filled with everything,
or nothing.
My indecisive mind will not let me choose,
but it's not your fault,
and I know it hurts that I keep a wall between me and everyone, everything.
I can't get to close or I'll divulge everything,
or nothing.
So you see it's all to much.
I must keep it all in,
or I'll explode...
or I'll explode from keeping it in.
Yes, No
Stay, Go
I have so much to say,
yet no where to put it.