I hate everything
I hate everybody
All my feelings wants and needs
Always get disregarded
I hate people
I hate love
I’m too cold hearted
That doesn’t mean I want anyone to die
That’s doesn’t mean I don’t want world peace
Just cause my heads always down doesn’t mean that someday I don’t wish to look up.
That doesn’t mean I inflict pain upon others.
God created me full of love
I hate it .
A painful shrine of my soul
In its humility, I digress
Why love when it gives you pain
Loves entice is sweet but the illusion is even sweeter
Ignorance prey
Luridly innocent
I hate that nothing is real
I hate that everything is fake
I hate that
it’s nothing
but pain
with every breath I take
I bow my head and close my eyes
And wait for God to make me fit for the skies
No more sorrow
No more cries
No more deceit
No more sighs
No more hate
No more me.
I hate everything
And now I hate myself too
I hate my heart
The burning is long overdue
I close my eyes to picture a brand new start
Giving my heart away; piercing my soul
I wish my mind and body to part.
To find peace
To find me
To find the God that loved and created me
Only He who understands a crying soul
Maybe when he calls my name
then I’ll feel like gold.