Today felt new ... The taste of change was in the air.  A mark of beginning, of rebirth. I breathed in the morning air as my eyes traced the threads of sunlight and my insides shifted.
It was as if fasting on this new moon day diminished my activity and tuned my senses into all that was numb before, and in that brief moment i felt the most alive I have ever felt in the past year.
For the past 9 months my physical being was caged within the mind of a person who just wanted to normalize her chaotic state of being. My energy had yet again shifted to all external forces rather than internal forces.
My intuition misguided.
My inner divine chained.
My insides muted for the most part.
I have lost sight and feel of what truly mattered, what I've spent the entirety of my late childhood and teenage life looking for... Self-love. and in that moment as realization slowly caressed me a new planet emerged inside me. A galaxy of guided purpose. Crystal waters swam on the tips of eyes.  My saltwater child, my inner divine and my mother earth wrapped their arms around me as if to remind me that with time all will align.
All will make sense
All will shine
and warmth will come