Unbearable, Im at it again
Shutting myself from it all
all the negativity pouring in.
Inflicting pain on the outside,
reflecting from within.

Uncontrollably, ironically mindless I do
This sensation that helps keep me sane
whilst putting a big smile on

Unaware of the breaking-point,
holding as much as I can.
Mortified of myself and all that consists of me
Theres nothing, nothing
not enough words to mend what Ive become

At the edge,
I falter, I stumble
as hopeless I can be
breaking, falling
I am weak.