Anxiety racing mind wont slow.
Always thinking things I don't know.
Worried for tomorrow so far away.
How can I get through this horrid day.

Feelings confused heart broken.
Why wasn't I more outspoken.
I lost everything I loved so much.
Now I can hardly feel and touch.

So cold inside where I reside.
Shaking all day trying to hide.
Fear of the future what is next.
All I can do is put thoughts in text.

Barley hanging on so hard to cope.
Visions of hanging at the end of a rope.
That will never happen people still care.
I need to get gritty bite down and bare.


A.Emmi 05/16/18