i used to wish to be a WRITER
so i wrote
i wrote stories of love and happiness
i wrote tales of adventure and bravery
but then i fell
deep into the rabbit hole
when i finally came back
my stories……
my stories were no longer happy and free
my stories became tales of fear,
                                      pain,
                                      sadness
i used to wish to be a WRITER
but now i wish to be free of sentences, words, letters
i wish to be free of that which haunts me
i fell deep into the rabbit hole and i never truly came back
i’m still trapped
shadows still follow me
my shadow’s not mine anymore
once i became a WRITER
i gave up my soul to stories
i no longer want to be one