how is it possible to feel so broken?
fall leaves crushed on the sidewalk.
i feel like i need a saviour.
i feel like i need some help.
feel's like i'm falling uphill ******* backward.

i'm afraid. i'm lost. i'm stuck and i'm alive.
still.
all i can tell myself is how sorry i am.
how everything will be okay, because i'm naive.
but i know myself, and i'm not fooled.

i don't know what to do, but i know exactly..
i'm so confused, i'm like falling into a huge
black hole type of heaven.

help?