Light of shadow

Every day.
Waking up in the morning,
Hoping for great things to come,
Hoping to accomplish what I want,
Hoping to see the world a better place,
Hoping to enjoy moments with those I love,
Hoping to stay with whom I love.
A lot of expectations come.

But with every evening,
I realize,
Life hits me with every thing.
Pain.
Sadness.
Loneliness.
Depression.
And the worst of all,
Suicidal thoughts.

Why?
Am I the only one who feels like this?
Am I the only one who sees life as unfair?
Am I the only one who thinks death is better than life?

But when I see you...
I wonder...
How do you still live with all of this?
Why are you still here?
Why don't you just vanish,
and free your soul from this life.
Yes, you.
"My shadow ".
All dark.
Just as how you feel.
Stuck by me,
With everything I went through,
You're always with me.
Wishing to talk to you,
Crying with you.
Express out all that we went through,
Together.

But when I see you,
I sense something.
Deep in your darkness.
I see light.
Brighter.
Beautiful.
This is what keeps you alive.
This is what gives you hope.
You taught me that
Even in the darkest times,
There is
Light.
Hope
To rewrite everything,
And
Begin a new life.