My intentions were never to love you.
Picked you out the crowd & I sought'd you out.
Thought about you, I knew you thought about me too.
Felt confident, like I knew what I was doing.
I love my girl, but I started liking you too.
Invited you over, figured you'd stay the night.
You definitely did.
right then & there, I knew I had it
First night, we ******. I thought nothing 'bout it, but I felt something happen
A connection, a lust attraction
I was lost in the thrill, lost in it all.
She did something to me, but my girls got a hold of me.
I don't wanna leave her, but I don't wanna lose you.
*******! Who said I can't have my cake & eat it too?
If my girl finds out, my words won't be able to make up for what I've done.
She's my backbone, my better half
You, I just love ******* you.
But, that's not all you're good for, you remind me a little of me.
The two, my muse.
It's like, I'm torn between you & her
But I know where I rest my head at at night.
Just something I've never done before, something I've never been through.
I put you through some ****, didn't I?
Pillow talking. **** was I thinking?
I never told you how sorry I am. But you can see it in my eyes.
You never had to tell me how you felt, your eyes give you up.
When you come around I feel soulful, like I got something to live for. Something to write 'bout.
I won't tell you I love you. I'm not all about giving high hopes.
See, I can't predict the future, but I do know I want you in mine, I see you in it.
Now if this becomes too much for you, can't do it no more, your heart stops smiling for me.
Leave.
I don't wanna be the reason for your baggage.
The damage.
What's done is done.  know my intentions were never to love you...
But I do.