dip your quill into a bottle of ink of any color; dip it once or maybe twice, or perhaps as many times as you wish.
start writing on parchment or on a napkin that was laying around at a cafe where you were having a time alone, away from others.
why don't you crinkle and wrinkle it, only to throw it onto the floor?
why not spray it with some perfume or cologne, add some scent to it?
maybe dip it in water or set it above a candle and watch it burn?
maybe allow yourself to carefully open it up and let others see what it is you carry around with you?
surely, others will try ripping it up for you; but you will rise above them and piece the bits back together again, even when they say it's impossible.