I've never held any stock in aesthetics. What mattered to me was the sweat and tears that I bleed that help push those I love to higher ground.
I'd take on any storm, cut or break any bone to make sure others can see you.
I haven't been a kid since the 90s, because my life just didn't work out that way. It has caused me to think too much. But if you knew the burdens I carry, then you'd know why I'm timid, broken and careful.