Word of the day - RANTIPOLE
Meaning - wild and reckless
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He called me a *****.
A cigarette smoking
******* every guy in the vicinity
giving slutty vibes
wearing tiny clothes *****.
I wasn’t one.
I was just living.
******* guys gave me pleasure.
Smoking cigarettes gave me a sense of control over life.
Wearing tiny clothes gave me confidence.
Giving away **** vibes gave me yearning stares from men.
I was a hot-headed human.
I had that devil-may care attitude in my purse.
And I liked myself that way.
So when he called me a *****.
It led me to another hasty decision of mine.
The scissors I had in my purse made love with chest,
and I didn’t run away.
I stood there, watching his face lose words.
Watching his lips shutting and his hands covered in blood.
And when I realised he was about to lose it, I called 9-1-1
and before running away,
I bent down, whispered in his ear
“I am not a *****”